When you find it hard to reply on others today, is it their lack of commitment or your reluctance to trust?
You may find it difficult to rely on anyone today and this could be either because the energy with these people is unreliable and they are not giving you the level of commitment you need, or it could be down to your own reluctance to trust. Do not make any hasty decisions, take your time and think carefully through things you are doing, theres no rush.