Is that decision really as big a deal as you think it is today? Trust your instincts on this, you deserve something good.
Theres something in front of you today that you feel is a big decisions to make, but is it really? Do not think too long and hard about this, trust your instincts and feel your way forward. Remember, you work hard and you deserve some rewards, and if this is something that will benefit you, you should go for it.