If your finances do not add up and make sense today, go to someone who can help you understand.
You will find finances confusing today, Leo, and nothing will make sense. It's going to take you some time to unravel what's gone out of your account verses what comes in and you may have to check up on some of those payments. If it still does not add up to you, ask advice from someone you trust or from an expert, you need to get this balanced.